Here we are, days from Christmas and how do we all feel? Overwhelmed? Busy? A little sad? Annoyed? Anxious? Or happy? How many of us actually feel genuine happiness right now, like other than kids?!
I personally feel like I've been drinking too much wine, too much heavy beer. I feel very busy at work. I feel like everyday that I don't buy a gift for someone that I'm saving money - but actually I'm just procrastinating and have yet to do any shopping. TONIGHT!!! I swear. I feel sad because I miss my brother, but I'm not going to talk about that. And I feel like I have so much obligation, so many places to be.
Don't I say every year - I'm just going to hop on an airplane and get outta dodge for the holidays - ? That's never happened. And ya know every year on Christmas night when I'm laying in bed, a little tipsy, with a touch of a headache, I think about how much fun those past 2 days have been and how much I love seeing my family and spending time with them.
So to all who are feeling the same ways that I am feeling now, anxious, overwhelmed, and busy, I wish you that same feeling on Christmas evening - may you all feel happy and loved.
Merry Christmas.
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